Communication is vital part of a love relationship

Like i said God touched my heart,what must of took a few seconds changed my life.
The love that flooded my soul, i could not comprehend,it was like i was like i was been consumed by love,it was to much and i could not handle it!

I looked around towards my wife to see if they perhaps noticed something,they were still chatting , never noticed anything. Tears of joy ran down my face, for once in my life i truly experienced love. Not that i have never been loved before,what i think was that my heart was hard and was not open to recieve the love.God had penertrated my heart with His LOVE.
I don't know how to describe it,knowing the person i was and here was someone loving me unconditionally. It was mind bogiling.

Even as i am sharing this i can experience His love,it is Awesome!

God took away the desire from me to drink . I am not saying that drinking is wrong, but the way i did and what it did in my life. I began to read the bible ,night and day,every opportunity i got ,you would find me reading the bible , so much so the it affected my marriage.
I wanted to know this God of the bible, the only way was to read His Word.
When my wife complained, she wanted me to do something or just to communicate,i would say to her can't you see i am doing good, i am not out getting drunk and out in the street,i'm reading the bible.
There still was no communication between us!
I remember one monday morning, before going to work, relligously i would greet my son, he was three years old,i would hug him and tell him how much i loved him.This piticular morning he ignored me,it was like someone was putting a knife through my heart.Why is he ignoring me, what did i do to him? My wife was making lunch for me at the time, i turned towards her and said to her , it is you that is teaching this child to do this, knowing fully well it was not her. The pain was unberable.We ended up in a argument! I went to work.troubled in my heart,i turned to the Lord and asked Him,why? He answered me with a question, how much time do you spend with Jonathan and Sharon. I began to work out how much time i spent with them,it didnot take long.I SPENT NO TIME WITH THEM.Even though i was in the same house with them,i spent literally no time with them.
I expected them to love me but was not giving them any time.I repented and said that i would spend more time with them.
That evening i asked them to forgive me. Promised i would spend more time with them.
Sharon and i began to spend hours ,even talking through the night ,God was busy working in our hearts!We truly began to enjoy one another!

Will continue!